Thursday 17 December 2009

Sad thought...

I don't know... I heard that sad Christmas song "Same Old Lang Syne" by Dan Fogelberg, and if it ever comes on the radio again, I'm turning the radio off.

Why did someone say, from coming out of a coma, that he loved me, with his parents and his best friend watching?
Why did someone that adored me for the way I was, abandon me?
Why did someone, who loved me for many years, think I was a complete weirdo one day, and hated me for the rest of his life?

(All different people, but you see the trend here....)

It's really really depressing, and it really really hurts.

Damn sad song, grrrr.

Friday 11 December 2009

At my struggle to write a Celtic Civilization essay on Love and Jealousy, as well as a ton of study (I have not been able to do), I've decided to finally write a piece here.

Honestly, I did it to myself. Took too much on, and now really struggling with it.
I love University, it's the best thing I've ever done for myself and my self-esteem, but just have too much to study now. Just wish the essays weren't there to finish as well.
Next semester will be so much more organized. I promise.

Am doing well as a First Arts student. I see myself in a lovely robe, walking up to the podium in three years time, and receiving my Degree. It will be such an achievement.

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So, I went to see Lisa Hannigan a few days ago at the Róisín Dubh in Galway. My uni friend, Rebecca Otto, got me back into listening to a few Irish bands, and Lisa was one of them. Wow, she is just amazing! First time I've ever seen her live. She is just so brave to go it alone (well, she does have half of Damien Rice's band, but still...)




See how great she is... Big smiles!

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Of course, I fancy a few people, but just want to have fun with my friends for now. I think one guy I like in Uni has a girlfriend, as he could not be single. If I had to describe him in one word.... Beautiful. I've never said that about any guy in my life. But, he just is *Sigh*
I wanted to write a piece about this guy, but just couldn't find the words...

The joys of life, huh...

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Ok. So, that's me, up to a point. Lol. I really should get back to this essay, and the study :( Please, please oh please wish me luck.

Loadsa hugs x